Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Haay! Finally got a decent sleep in days, too much work i guess. I'm a little stressed out but I'm glad that we finally aired, though the episode was a bit sucky for me, at least I can have time to fix things up before our second episode.
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Demet! We can't air our show cuz we've been given X-rated twice! Damn! Really, the show isn't that X-rating at all...man... T_T
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
I now work in a TV network show, it's an adult oriented TV show and I edit it, very financially rewarding job and the work load isn't that much of a load actually. I'm just glad that I have a job for the mean time and hopefully our show will be extended for a couple more seasons to give me a chance to earn and save some money.
Anyway, ei, try the link on the left part of my page, uhm, its supposed to be a free internet service and somewhat a networking business wherein you get commissions for every referral you make, and unlike other networking business, it doesn't require you to pay anything, all you need to do is sign-up, link it and refer as many as you can. Try it, it won't hurt you and it'll probably take only a minute or two of your time, its a great chance to earn money if its real, so don't waste your chance.
Friday, July 30, 2004
Indecision... I hate it... A friend once told me that flipping a coin would help, heads or tails, fifty fifty chance, a simple yes or no... flip it... and then catch it in the air and never open your hands, you need not see whether its tails or heads because the moment you threw that coin, while it's still rotating in mid-air, you already knew what face of the coin you want to come up, its just a matter of justifying what you think you wanted. You don't need a coin to decide what's right and what's wrong for you, we all know what we want... why can't we just follow our instincts and commit to it? Life is so simple, we need not complicate the simpleness by not choosing our sides in it, there's no gray area in deciding our needs, they're just what we want and what we don't, it's as simple as that. They only become complicated because of indecisiveness, we consider too much things that bother in between a simple question of yes or no.
Or maybe its just me... hmmm... see, indecision... I hate it...
Saturday, July 17, 2004
2+1=(2-1)+1
Now try solving this one, cuz I've been solving it for years now...
Saturday, July 03, 2004
We all become lost once in a while... it really helps to be lost sometimes, that way you will be looking forward but still look back, we never reach our destinations unless we define where we began.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
I still don't know what to do with my life...
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
It's been two weeks, more or less since my last entry, and this time, it's still depressing... Someone stole my phone... damnit! It's just so unfair... that number was supposedly my first and my last... he/she/human being can have the phone, but give me back my SIM!!! Haaay...o well, I just said to myself, maybe he/she/human being needed it more than me, maybe someone in his/her/human being family needs medication or treatment and the value he/she/human being will get from my phone will be enough to save somebody else' life or maybe it's God's will or wakeup call for me to finish my thesis and work, either way, I just hope that he/she/human being can benefit from it,anything I can do to help.
Dang! 2000+ hits?!?!?! You guys actually read this stuff??!?!?!
Anyway, thanks!
Sunday, May 09, 2004
I don't have any money... I feel so helpless...
Thursday, April 29, 2004
Why is it that people can never be contented with what they have? Especially having what they wished for, and then all of a sudden they're wishing for more? Can't they just be happy that they got what they wanted? Can't they stay that way? They're happy yes, but once they see others having better, they seem to be unsatisfied all of a sudden, I just don't get it...
I don't see anything wrong with dreaming and having better, but why can't we be happy with what we have for now? Contented life seems to be so far away all of a sudden...
